Grand finale

I have been trying to put up my own blog for the past 5 years. I've tried making accounts with wordpress, livejournal and here in blogspot and as far as I can remember, i think this is like my 10th one.

I don't know why I keep changing my mind, (not only in blogs but also with some other things). I have always been like this since I was young. For example, if I see a website that makes very cute and one-of-a-kind accessories, I will immediately grab the idea and do the same thing for myself. I'll buy the essential and needed things the next day but before the week ends, the things will end up hidden somewhere around my room. Just imagine the amount that I spend on that. If only I was able to resist myself, i'd probably have a stack full of shoes by now.

This situations happen to my blogs as well, I'll make a new account, type in my first blog then forget about it. *sigh*

However, things need to change now. Well, I'm still on the process of changing. I will definitely make sure that THIS will be my FINAL blog starting today. So help me GOD.

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Just like almost every other girl, I'm also into fashion, make - up, styling, music and many other things. Eversince I was in high school I already loved buying magazines, browsing pages and pages of lovely outfits, make up ideas, etc. Nevertheless, I am stuck with browsing. Unfortunately I was not born with a silver spoon. My Dad died when I was 12 (Grade 6) leaving me and my mom alone. I am an only child by the way.

Even if I always had the love and passion for fashion and pretty little things, I still haven't got the chance to have what I want. Yes, I am spoiled in one way or another but my mom is very good in terms of controlling me. She would only buy me things that I really need and she would only buy me shoes if the one that I am using is already overused. There were also times when she would reward me with things that I like if my grades in school was excellent. Yes, excellent. As in, perfect. (My mom was a Salutatorian when she was in Elementary, a Valedictorian when she was in HS and a Magna Cum Laude in College, IMAGINE? i wonder how big my mom's brain is).

Back to the present. I am now 22 and I think I am already in control of what I wanted to do in life. I get to buy the things that I want with the money that I earn from my online shop. However, being the business minded person that I am. I always try to control myself not to spend too much so as to have something to use as a capital for a future business. :)

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This blog will serve as my outlet for all the things that I love and hate, despise and adore, etc. I am proud to be a probinsiyana, so most probably the things that I will feature here are the things that's accessible and suited for probinsiyanas like me too.

lovelots,

Peepir :)